Here we are, almost done with March. Lately, it's been very hard for me to keep in mind the truth - that God created Jack and LT and that He knows them and has them in the palm of His hand. I know I'm powerless to make either of their choices for them, albiet in different areas, but the same hard truth remains - they are hurting themselves. I am not a fan of watching this. It's far worse when it's our son, I must admit. But I know God has BIG plans for him, and this too shall pass. I began to wonder what would happen if I did decide it was time to leave. I know financially, it would be challenging, and I know we would all miss the times when things are good. But the assurance that we can KNOW what would happen at the end of each day what is that worth? These are scary thoughts to me. I truly do believe God has shown me in the past that staying is the right thing to do. But are these problems with LT a sign something different is needed?
I wish I knew the answer today.