This hit me hard

I just read this post - A Record of Recovery | al-anon journal.  I am just so moved, I want to share it on here.  The author has written a poem, before she found al-anon, that is in words, what my heart has felt.  It has been an especially big pity-party for my husband this week, and I am trying so hard to work my program and leave his disease with him.  It's hard, but I am doing so much better.  My joy in life is not dependent on his mood.  Thank you HP, for staying by me every day, every minute, every second.