Just for today, I'm glad we have a safe, warm home. I'm glad our kids are really very great kids. They have their moments, but they are great. I'm thankful for my family - parents, sibling, what a blessing. Now if I can just keep reminding myself that those are the things that are important, and that I am blessed, I won't focus on what is missing, and wishing for a cure that is not in my control. Just for today, I'm thankful. I'm thankful that my a-h hasn't died from his insane amounts of alcohol he has consumed. There is still hope for him, that he could stop. I am thankful that I found Al-Anon and the great people in it, that showed me I was not alone or crazy.
I need to live just for today. I'm doing what is right for today.